…not jumping to conclusions or anything, but i just received the letter below yesterday. i re read that sentence a dozen times. benign. benign. wondered if chemo brain had taken over. did i not remember what benign meant? i googled it and, no, i remembered correctly: NOT CANCER. 

it has to be some form letter that accidentally got sent out. a typo. some massively twisted mistake. right? i feel absolutely no anger at all, but i keep laughing. i could not make this shit up if i tried. could this just be the cosmic punch line to the last year of my life? 

as i said, i am jumping to no conclusions, but i have a phone call to make on monday and i will keep you posted….